New Start

Hello baby, tmr will be a start to everything new. I'm having mixed feelings about it - excited and just a bit sad.

Excited because I'll be doing new modules, modules which I think I personally like this time and modules which cannot kill me. Haha. But all this talk about being excited about school is rubbish. Look what happened last semester! After a while it becomes the same old dreary thing. But hopefully, this time I only have to go school for 3 days. Hey I'll get 4 days break! How good is that. =)

And I'm sad because things are going to change a lot from this month onwards. I go school, you're going to work and we'll meet a lot lesser. But we'll still meet I'm sure.. for dinner, for movies, for walks... which is actually just like now. Come to think of it, it won't be THAT bad. I can't wait for the day that we will live together, go home together at the end of the day and I can hug you to sleep at night (sorry bear bear).

This month is great too because, in chronogical order, 13th Jan - Eric Claption! The legend! His concert is sold out by the way. Hehe. 16th Jan - MUSE!!!!!!!! The world's greatest band! Feeling excited about it now. Haha. 19th Jan - Birthday dinner with you! That is another thing that makes me excited. Anyway, I can tell you where we are going on this blog because you're only going to read this after our birthday so nvm. Hehe.

For our birthday dinner, we're going to Akane Restaurant at The Japanese Association! Yeah!!! I'm sure by the time you read this, you will know that this restaurant is considered one of the best Japanese restaurant in Singapore, and the chef is legendary and all the other good Japanese restaurants' chefs all learnt from the chef who prepared our food at Akane. Hehehe. Im getting excited just typing this. You know what? Thanks for making me like Japanese food. I hope you had a great dinner on 19th Jan and I really hope it is better than Shiro! Because this guy imports his food from a market in Japan 4 times a week! It's supposed to be better! And it's really traditional. Not as modern as Shiro I hope.

Today evening, my dad and I went on a stroll at Sembawang Park. Before we left, my brother was telling me his friend once went there quite late at night and he saw the swing swinging by itself. Haha. Eerie! I told my dad that and he asked me if I would go there and stop the swing from swinging if I saw that. Haha. I told him he's nuts! Would you stop the swing? Haha. Well the best part of the evening was when we saw a shooting star. Or it LOOKS like a shooting star as it was so bright as it fell from the sky. It was a bright bluish white kind of glow and it was really beautiful. But I wonder what it was. Maybe some plane dropped something instead. But it was great.. its like a special moment between me and my dad. And he told me lots of story about his younger days, when he would go there to fish with his brothers.

He told me life is short. He said that when you reached 50 years old, you will realise that. Because you may die at 70 (which means he only has 20 more years to live!) or you may even die at 60 (10 more years to live!) and I realise what he said is very true. I could understand and put myself in his shoes to see how short one person's lifetime is, but right now, at my age, I feel that life is still long and I still have a lot of things I have not done. But to someone at my dad's age, its the opposite. It makes me sad just to think of it. I really hope you will get to know my parents when they are still healthy. Because frankly, my dad is one humorous guy and I can already imagine you and him having a lot of long conversations and my mother is one great lady who will do a lot for her family. I know my mother will love to cook all her fantastic food for you one day. And I really relish the dream whereby next time when you send me home, you will be able to come up to drink soup before going back. It really gives me a very warm feeling.

All this is in the future. But the future is unknown. I dunno if it is dangerous or not, but sometimes I've imagined a lot of future things with you. Because its like I don't want to be with anyone else anymore and I feel everything coming together when I'm with you.

Hmm well. One thing at a time! Eric Clapton! Muse! Akane! Your birthday cake! Haha! I agree you know. It's really the cake that I will love best. I hope you didn't ask Rose to help you. Hahaha.

Love you always...