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Out of all the wedding proposal plan I thought for you, this one is my favourite. Its not finalize yet, there is still alot of fine tuning to do to make it even more impressive. This wedding proposal plan is custom made for you so I'm just going to share with you.

General Plan

The plan consist of a 23 days build up to the actual day proposal. Different colour of roses will be given to my sweet darling on each day of the build up with a lovenote attached to it.

Symbolic of the plan

23 days - No. of days from the start of the year to our actual birthday. Therefore symbolizes the birth of the next stage of our relationship.

23 type of roses with their own unique colours symbolizes the wonderful and colourful journey we had together before the proposal. 

Actual Plan

14 April 2009 - 6 May 2009

A different colour roses will be given to you on each day with the lovenotes below.

Day 1

"Roses meant love, Swee Ling meant sweetest love!"

Day 2

"Out of the blue, you blade along and swept me off my blades!"

Rose

"Dreaming of you is sweeter than drinking my favourite Coke!"

Day 4

" I love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow."

Day 5 

"Near to my heart you'll find a lock and you are the key to my heart."

Day 6

"On the day that you were born, the angels got together and created my dream come true." 

Day 7

"No mountains too high, no oceans too wide is going to divide my love for you."

Day 8

"Growing old with you is more adventurous than playing my Final Fantasy game on Playstation (That is why I have stop playing it)" =)

Day 9

"Loving you is worse than smoking cigarettes, its way more addictive and I couldn't seem to have enough!"

Day 10

"U are my Little Miss Sunshine"

Day 11

"Vulnerable without your love"

Day 12

"Should you be in Rodin's dictionary, the definition will be perfect!"

Day 13

"Wonderful Tonight is how I feet whenever you are sleeping by my side"

Day 14

"Everytime I hold your hand in mine, its still the sweetest thing my heart" 

Day 15

"Every little thing you do, I'm amazed by you."

Day 16

"Thinking of you make me age faster, because they say smiling creates more wrinkles." 

Day 17

"Dear dear, is what I always call you by because you are dearer to me than the word by itself." 

Day 18

"All these while, I thank you for loving me"

Day 19

"Remember Pizza Place? You are just like the Seafood Sensation Pizza to me, every slice taste so good!"

Day 20

"Life without you is like a broken pencil, Pointless!"

Day 21

"I had put a tear in the ocean when I first met you, when you find it I'll stop loving you."

Day 22

"Never ever will be the day, i'll stop saying i love you"

Day 23

"Give me your hand and I'll give you my world" 

(Join all the 1st letter of every note is sequence from day 1 to 23. See what it says)

Actual Day

Venue - Da Paolo (Our very first date)

Wedding Ring - Tiffany Atlas Ring with 18k white gold

Last Rose (23rd Rose) - A Red Plastic Rose

At Da Paolo, I will present the plastic rose to you and say these words " I will love you until the this last rose withers.". Then kneel down to show you the ring and ask "Dear dear, will you marry me? I'll promise my love to you till eternity"

Tiffany Atlas Ring

Da Paolo at Cluny Court

This is something like us, this is something that I felt now.... I hope you can listen to the lyrics to understand it feels.If video doesnt work. Click on this link  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Lt5mPcMEzA

Dear, I kept all the emails that you sent to me and all your smses becos I value them alot. I don't know if you still remember this email named "The story of a girl". Your biggest fear and now become a reality for me instead. If you still understand how you felt thenz, I believe you will understand what I felt now.

This is the email that you sent to me:

Hello Rodin.

Last night while i was sleeping, i dreamt of you again. Recently when i
dream it always revolves around you. Like how I dreamt about your aunties
coming to your house and how i dream that we got caught on the bed together.
haha.

Well, it wasnt really a dream last night. It was more of a nightmare.
Because in my dreams i saw you with another girl. And we were not together
anymore. I felt really devastated right then. It was as if i came back from
somewhere or i was not really present at the same place with you. But I
could see that you were very close to another girl, someone who looked more
like your age.

To be honest with you, a lot of times i get worried. About how you will
think about me. Sometimes when we have very different views on things, im
scared that you will find me extremely immature. And how one day you will
see that actually i am just a nineteen year old girl and i am just like any
other teenager. Maybe one day you will feel that im not as wise and mature
as i appear to be... that i may be so on the surface, but ultimately i am
still extremely childish. And i hope, if one day I become like that to you,
I just want you to know that I am indeed STILL a teenager. And that i still
have a lot of things to learn. i hope that you will never give up on me or
anything because I am certain that i really love you a lot a lot.

In my nightmare, the feeling was weird. Because i got this feeling that we
were already not together. and you weren't cheating on me or something. But
you know why i felt sad? Because I was so certain that i will be married to
you. Yet, what I saw in the dream was not what i had pictured. It's scary
you know. It was really scary. I was crying a lot in my dreams but I didnt
approach you because you looked very happy with the girl. Luckily i didnt
get to see anything else bcos i woke up after that.
 
Sometimes i think if I was not in any relationship, maybe i can concentrate on my studies better.I know how it is like because that was my situation for nineteen years before i met u. But you make my life really a lot better. You are the reason that I know what loving someone means. You are also the reason why i understand some couples get jealous when their partner hang out with someone else. (Yes, i do get jealous sometimes. maybe not jealous, but just
affected.. but i don't say, because its extremely silly) You are also the face of my future now and sometimes i do scold myself for placing you in that role so fast and certain because we never know what will happen to us.
But i don't really think of that. I just give all of my heart to you. 

 
Here's to the future together my love. I hope it will never end for us.
 
Lots of HUGS & KISSES,
Swee

Hey Din Din,

I'll be missing you! Was thinking of the next few days and it feels a little different without you.

Well... at least I'm glad you've got your bestest pal with you for the next few days! And I think it'll be really cool to be watching movie with him after such a long time. Do you even remember when you watched a movie with him? (Haha. Maybe you do)

Anyway, our travel schedule is like this. Tuesday - Drive there, Wednesday - take ferry to Redang in the morning, Thursday - In Redang, Friday - take ferry back to main island and stay overnight at the same hotel we stayed on Tuesday night, Saturday - Drive home!

If we extend our stay to Sunday I'll let you know.

So... you haven't got a chance to see how I look when I go to my cousin's wedding right? Hehe. Me and my mummy went to the salon and let the hair dresser make our hair.

This is my hair when we go to the tea drinking ceremony in the morning.

SIA girl to be

It's all tucked in! Like SIA style and I really like it a lot. I felt all hyped up to be a stewardess and I felt more inclined to be polite and smile at everyone. :D I think I can be one already!!!!

Then for the evening hair style, its this one below.

what do u think? :)

This one is curled and then tied to one side only. You can't see it in the photo here but I had small glittery butterfly clips on top of my head. Very pretty!!

Dinner Time!

That's my dinner time look. Ok ok, I know I'm not standing properly :P That was taken in the Hilton Hotel room which my uncle and auntie who are marrying their daughter off were staying in for the night. 

Ok, so with this 3 lovely photos, maybe you will not forget me!! Hehe.

Good night for now! Im going to bed already. I love you! Take care and have fun.

Yesterday was a really happy day for me... and for us I feel.

It's because we have been together for two years now. And being able to go for our 2nd year anniversary lunch together means a lot. I love how our anniversary lunches have been - always with the best restaurants, in the hands of exemplary and good chefs.

I thought Iggy's was really delightful. Although not everything is great, but it was at least delicious. I like the setting of our tables too. With those books, and quite spaced out tables. It felt homely and inviting all at once. And the staff do not keep an eagle hawk eye on you like Les Amis which can be quite intimidating cos its like everyone is staring at us! :)

So, with this 2nd year anniversary meal being of great significance, let's hope there will be more to come. I already do look forward to next year.

2 years on, I can say I do feel extremely comfortable with you. Even though we just do normal things, like going to shop, eat and exercise, I do feel very fulfilled doing all those with you. Its like we have gotten into a comfortable routine which I can foresee us doing for a long time to come. I like that. I love it even more when I know I'll be doing them with you.

I love you! Hope you enjoyed your day yesterday :)  

Dear Din Din,

Just wanna let you know some stuff...

Firstly, I hope you know that I do not ever take anybody's words whole sale. Even my parents, you, Charlene or anyone. Not even God. I always evaluate people's words and if its not in line with what I think or it doesn't make sense, I just dump it aside. I think you should know better? How sometimes when you tell me your ideas or theories and I don't agree with you straight away? Its not that I am trying to be funny or unsupportive. I need to find a reason to feel so before I actually agree with something. And I do not purposely treat you like that. I treat everyone like that. Reason is because I will never take a person's words first hand.

Secondly, when I feel upset or angry with you, and if I complain to others, and they tell me things, I do not just agree with them straight away too. Many a times when people come to me when they are down or angry, I always tell them that they shouldn't judge so fast, but let it cool down a while before making a decision or thinking about it again. I know how the feelings one person feels at the moment can affect their behaviour. And its not that I am rubbing in your face, but I am studying psychology, I study all sorts of unconscious behaviour and I do know about this thing even before I take psychology. So compared to most other people, I would say I really do know more about such stuff. So please don't worry?

Thirdly, in my sms to you on our anniversary. I said that "I will always want to believe in you, love you, hug you and kiss you". The believe in you part is important because I never want to doubt you. You tell me things and I will want to believe your words. If I do ask any more questions, its because I only want to verify my belief in you and not because I want to falsify you. Please keep this in mind. From the bottom of my heart, and whole heartedly, I really REALLY always want to believe in you and nothing else. I do not exist in this relationship to prove that you are wrong. I am here because I know that you only want the best for you and me and that you don't want to hurt me.

I think its good that you tell me such stuff like you did last night. And I also agree with you that I will never wish for the moment to ever come that things go wrong and I will say that you were right all along. I'm glad for all you said because it shows that you treasure me a lot and don't want to lose me to any possibilities like that. Right now, I want to reassure you that I am not just another stupid girl in this relationship. I want to let you know and I promise with everything I've got that I will never stop being together with you because of another guy or third party. I will never do that because I love you and I cannot bear to see you being hurt or sad. I cannot bear to break your heart. Even if another guy who is "better" than you come along, I will not use him to judge my relationship with you. Because like I said, it is really not fair. I will stick with you through thick and thin and this third party thing will NEVER EVER be used on our relationship because I will NOT be led astray by them. I will NEVER let the feelings get to my head because I know what it does and also cos you've told me before. Like what I said. I know all those stuff. I am really not like all those other people whom you've seen in other relationships or your friends kind. In the past I was stupid ok? I always admit that. But that doesnt mean I never learn. Maybe you don't see it in me, but I am mature enough to know what to do in a relationship. I even bitch about the wrong ideas in the media (like in the movies) that lead to so many breakups in real life. Tell me, how many of the people around you can spot that? They don't. They just take in whatever the show does even if the show make it seem as if its ok to have an affair and they don't realise that after seeing so many movies about that they are doing that too in real life. Its not that I think too much or what. Its always when people think that the movie means no harm or that it is just for plain entertainment that they start to unconsciously accept it into their value system. Its always like that. The most dangerous situation is when it appears to be ok and not malicious.

I hope with all this you can gain an insight into how I think for our relationship. It is good to be worried about me, and its good to give reminders once in a while too, but you really don't have to worry too much about me. Because I will never let normal shitty excuses be the reason for not being together with you. 

You’re off for a nice short trip on the cruise this mid week.

Today, I want to thank you for surprising me by sending me home instead even though you told me that you are sending me to 966 bus stop.

I was even imagining the arrival of the bus already! Haha.

Now, I don’t know if you’ll even read this, cos its going to be “all words” again.

But I am trying to make it into super short paragraphs, so I hope you’ll read.

I listened to your advice today.

I came home, told myself I will finish that last lecture notes that I have been taking too long to finish for the past few days, by 10pm.

Within 30 minutes I was done and I was doing practice questions.

Like you say, it makes me feel satisfied and that I have at least done something.

It’s 12 midnight now, I am going to sleep but going to wake up again in 4 hours.

Just wanna tell you, I love you.

And that you are so nice and wonderful to even buy durians from all the way in JB for my parents.

Thank you, on their behalf! =)

<3 <3 <3

My dear dear dear handphone died today. Even though its just a lifeless piece of plastic/ metal (I don't know what goes into it), I must say I love it A L-O-T.

There are mainly two reasons for it. And other reasons too.

Reason Number 1: YOU bought it for me against all odds of it being such an expensive phone and a hard to get model

Reason Number 2: It was, no actually is still is, my dream phone. It was all I ever wanted and the phone gave me everything I ever wanted - The camera even though was only at 2 MP had clear quality, the music quality from the phone was better than any phone I bothered to listen to and the design was unique and I hated anyone who said my phone was big. It's like Tioman you know? Everything I ever wish for, I got it. I'm so grateful to the phone. It had never ever disappointed me.

Reason Number 3: I am so satisfied with the phone that I NEVER looked at another handphone for its entire life span and I NEVER got attempted by other phone models as shiny and attractive they may be. =( very sad ok?

Reason Number 4: I DON'T want to find another phone to replace it.

This may sound so stupid. As in how I am going on and on about a piece of plastic or how I even cried over it. But this phone matters so much to me.

So much history. From you giving to me one fine NIGHT in June (To me not wanting to touch the phone because it is simply crazy so much so I had to stuff it under your pillows), to Akane, Muse, Tatsuya, ALASKA, to our birthdays and anniversaries together, to SO SO SO many special or events meaningful to me in my life. I could always count on my trusty phone to belt out Nirvana as my ringtone and My Chemical Romance as my alarm tone. I could always count on it to capture moments in my life. It was there to help me when I need to calculate money. It was there when I need to post a note on the main screen to remind me of stuff I need to do.

=( And all the nice sms I had from u. I even had the very first sms I receive from you on the phone.

Like what I told u. I'm glad the phone died. At least I don't have pressure to trade it in.

I love my phone!!! Everything else just pales in comparison.

On the last day that it worked, I had to rush through my report for my project. I was really very tired at 1am. So I decided to go sleep and wake up at 5am. When I plugged it into my charger, it just went bright and blank. So after a few struggles, it came on again. And work fine until it woke me up at 5am and then it just didnt work anymore. It was like its final task that it did for me. It even knew that it should not be troubling me and just do me a big final favour. So touched. Haha. Coincidence maybe. But it really was the case.

Sigh.

Dear W900i. Thank you for everything.

And of course, it could not have been possible without you Din Din.